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: Eyes Swollen Open : My eyes are open, but my mind is closed, : Not realizing reality, and what it holds, : I confuse whats real, with how I feel, : Not understanding truth, and how to deal, : With how to survive, when I don't feel alive, : All you do is plague my thoughts, : Just get out, : All you do is use my heart, : Just leave now, : All you do is tear me up, : Leave me here, : All alone, : Where there is no air, : I push myself too hard, I give that extra inch, : Only to crash down, to be looked at as a grinch, : You squeez so hard, sofocating my mind, : You leave me here, where there is only fear, : The red stains on my neck, have been there before, : I feel them burn, now where do I turn, : Remembering when, my head hit the floor, : Leaving me looking at myself, so insecure, : I've been through the pain, I've seen the end, : I know the story, like the back of my hand, : I can tell the future, because I remember the past, : All I have is the identity to a broken mask, : I tried so hard, to do what you wanted, : I sacrificed it all, and you never knew it, : You pushed me away, when I triedthe hardest, : All the damage I took, with the bruises to prove it, : I can't take it anymore, all the abuse I've been taking, : I won't hold in, the fury that's baking, : My insides explode, my stomach is bleeding, : I'm a foot from the edge, I'm tired of kneeling, : My eyes are swollen, and I just can't see, : Pain is nothing, that is new to me, : But I can't picture who I used to be, : All my sadness kills me, : How does that make you feel, : All the madness fills me, : Makes me want to kill, : And it fills me with pain, : Feel I'm breaking down, : As you sit back and watch, : Me kneel to the ground, : I pray everyday, that you were here, : But I live in fear, because i feel you near, : In the beginning it was all so clear, : But toward the end, I couldn't steer, : I couldn't steer straight, all I saw was black, : You led me here, right into you trap.

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