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Posted by Diego Antunes Dias e Sousa on April 17, 19104 at 19:39:12:
Have you ever felt like you're going to the wrong side? Like when you know what is the way to happiness there won't be a way for you to reach it. Because happiness lie in ignorance. Be manipulated is necesssary to be happy...once you don't notice it.
If the meaning of Life is to be happy, what does exactaly means happiness? I came up thinking that sometimes lately. I started studing sociology three years ago when I was 15. That's surprising. Sociology radicaly changed the course of my thoughts. Somehow, the understanding of somethings like alienism, manipulation, domination and racionalization have destroyed my whole perspective of live and objectives. The fact that you understand the society and how it's based in only, and even the humans relations are based in personal interest is terryfing. Then I began studing deeper manipulation and came up with the meaning of life in socirty, to keep it moving. There is no other reason. We exist just as long as we interact with other and we interact just to keep the soxiety moving. Does that mean that is society didn't exist we woudn't too? in my quest to find the sociological meaning of life and happiness i discovered i ended up in the just oposite side. Madness and unhappiness. I kept going to school and in general, keeping my ‘’social life’’ moving just for a burocracy task. I just was’t fisically nor mentally attracted to anything more. I saw the face of world. And then, in a second, I was disinterested with it. I was living for no apparent reason.
Then I saw, once, from my window, a school. Children running and kissing and falling and smiling. I was a long, my last smile. And I asked myself. Is it worth? Looking for happiness and losing it along. My school time, and even some years ago… those we’re my ‘’best years’’. I didn’t have any preoccupation, I thought school would make me learn something. I though I’d get married and buy a house. That was the time when I was most manipulated and controlled by society. The time when I was dumber than ever. When I knew nothing. But I realized that the dumber you are, the more manipulated and uninformed you are, more happy you are. The key to happiness was just in not looking for it. I should have thought. As budah said- To reach supreme power, first and necesseraly you need to open hand of your quest for archieving it.
ow.. email me if you want to listen. This I'm doing here is no meaning anyway...